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我是不是太"懷舊"了呢...
在今天七月二日,終於刊登了萬的訪問...老編改動的地方不多,但總覺得這種報導式的文章,不如我自己在網誌中所寫的深入,而且都不帶感情色彩...但報紙始終是報導...總不能花痴.
t is hard to tell how i felt in this moment of time. I've going out today, for I have to go to school today. Yes, I knew I'm walking, buying things, talking to my friends, but in my heart, there's a little bite different, there's something missing in my heart....
I must admit that, I miss him, it's right to say that we shouldn't see him, cause once you saw him, you fall for him hopelessly...the only thing you left behide, is a heart only responce for him...it's obcession..addited...drowned...
there's a hole in my heart now, makes me like a zombie, bleeding inside without cure...cause my cure will never knew how I felt for him.
everytime I look at the photos and the video of which we took, it's really hurt, maybe, should be the first and the last time we can talk to him like this...in my life...,how can I help my tears
kind of sad and lost, for from now being...I can only see him on DVD, or maybe in the theatre...
miss you love you
June 26, 2006
不是很趕,要趕回去日本演出的嗎,壞小孩
工作都排得很滿,沒時間接受採訪,不與粉絲會面 的齋,在隔天還有工作的情況下,仍然在演講後留在香港,參加大會的旅遊活動,去離岛吃海鮮...這是在旅船上的照片,不是我拍的,是大會的照片...很開心的世田谷三人組啊...
高萩叔還把袖子卷起來,奧山更是輕鬆,但壞小孩郤仍然穿得密不透風,早知道他不是急著回去,我就跟著去好了...這壞小孩,原來仍然很愛玩的...寧願第二天趕回去演出也不要錯過最精彩的旅遊項目...唉...
剛才唸稿唸得一塌糊塗的緊張也沒有了,只是開心的笑...可愛死了,愛死你這個壞小孩..就讓人揪心...
早知道就死也跟著去...笨啊...
July 3, 2006
大家都等了很久,我也等了很久的,大公報...
在今天七月二日,終於刊登了萬的訪問...老編改動的地方不多,但總覺得這種報導式的文章,不如我自己在網誌中所寫的深入,而且都不帶感情色彩...但報紙始終是報導...總不能花痴.
而作這個報導的本意,除了是為自己製造一個和萬齋直接見面,對話的機會外,也希望有更多人能藉以認識萬齋狂言的藝術,(...想見面是主,寫報導是順便...)
總覺得不能暢所欲言的寫下這篇報導...希望看了報導的人都中毒...我也要努去散播萬齋毒...
大公報網址:http://www.takungpao.com
July 16, 2006
報紙也出版了,奧山也收到報紙了,事情已告一斷落了.
今天收到奧山的回信說,己收到報紙及中,台粉絲們的信件及畫冊,老師也說了感謝的話.
從得知老師來港,到今天也已很久,很久了.颱風過後,留下了段段痕跡,叫人回味再三.
回想起當初在p的網誌中,得知萬齋來港的消息時,真的很興奮,也很緊張,立即就問p會不會來香港看萬齋,就在這問問答答中,開始認識了中港台三地的粉絲們,大家一直在商議,該怎樣接機,怎樣去堵萬齋,怎樣聯絡等等,差不多每天都有不同的點子出現,後來樹聯絡了主辦單位,寫了信給世田谷,也被拒絶了...然後,我想出了以記者的身份去作一個正式的訪問的想法,就去聯繫熟悉的報社,問他們我能不能為他們寫一篇專訪...然後又以記者身份去和主辦單位打交道,終於得以訪問萬齋,並且是他的第一次讓中文世界的傳媒採訪... ...一切一切,都如夢似幻的發生了,過去了...
手中拿著剛出版的報紙時,心情很平靜,好像在看別人寫的文章般,算是詳細的介紹了野村萬齋這個人和他的作品,算是一篇中肯的報導吧...但從那天開始,我覺得前陣子的自己很瘋狂,從來沒有這樣的瘋狂過...究竟我是抱著怎樣的心情去採訪的呢?我又為了甚麼要去採訪呢?見了本尊之後,心情好像更迷茫,究竟我愛的,是舞台上的萬齋,還是活生生的武司?也許見過了之後,那種距離感消失了,讓人覺得他是可以親近的人...但...
我不是個追星族,但對萬齋的喜愛,已超出了我對所有"星"的範圍,對於過於投入的自己,有時候也會覺得很不可思議,又不是七八年級的,幹嗎會樣狂呢?又不是沒見過明星名人的說...唉...
也正好,今天收到奧山的回信後,覺得瘋狂已經正式劃上句號,我還只是適合默默的愛著這個男人...默默地去支持他...而不是跑到最前面去觸摸他...
還是會深愛武司,支持萬齋,輕輕的,以自己一貫的方式去愛他...
September 24, 2006
去了上海三個星期,夢到萬齋兩次...
我去上海時,帶了二人三番叟及傳統藝能的DVD去(感謝ERI),沒事時就拿來看.以解相思之苦.有一天,我看完二人之後,當天的晚上就夢到和風箏去了京都看萬齋的演出,舞台上的他,當然美得令人睜不開眼,但他竟然發現了台下的我,還和我打起招呼來,後來更和我握手,還把我拉到台邊一起揮手...真的很發神經...先後和風箏及靈兒說起,靈兒更靈感大發,想要寫成真人,但後來因為種種,她又放棄了...還好,我也不想成為真人的主角呢,會被粉絲們扁的...
後來,過了一個星期吧...我又夢到他了,是他和千惠子一起,二人很快樂的在閒聊,很旁若無人的,我在旁邊,居然說:原來他們是如此恩愛的... ...
我究竟在想甚麼呢... ...人家夫妻恩愛不可以嗎? 嫉妒了嗎? 也不是的,可能是一般日本人的夫妻都予人很形式的感覺吧,所以看到他們親密的樣子,很自然的那樣想吧... ...醒來時,腦中還響着那句:原來他們是如此恩愛的... ...
can i be the one that next to him... ...walk the ailes of life with him, is that what i want? it's just crazy to think about that, but it's not a sad dream, just dreamt of him, that's all.
in fact the 1st dream was quiet crazy, cause he ignore the act and play with me by the stage...like a parade and we really have fun during his performs, just wired to have a dream like that, and the 2nd one is actually quiet warm, to know that the loving couple are so in love with each other... ...
when i told my husband of what i've dreamt, he says, did you ever dream of me? once? twice?
ha ha... ..what do you want me to say... ...
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